It is beyond any language the language of love and understanding matrix

My beauty busy digesting her food with betel leaf and Areca nut 

The budgerigar also known as the common pet parakeet or shell parakeet and informally nicknamed the budgie, is a small, long-tailed, seed-eating parrot.

But my Budgie experience is going on different track, she eats all the authentic home made ‘MIRCH MASALE wala khana’ (spicy food), to Chinese Manchurian, noodles and what yesterday it was my Bday and she was sitting on dinning table waiting for the cake to be cut and sliced.

The first bite of my birthday cake was taken by my budgie’ bundle of joy for me my friend in loneliness ‘  Her expressions and her anger , love everything is very determined.

When i return home back from work on the knock of door she starts making loud noise and then all she wants is time and talking, sometimes it is not possible and then she comes to my room again and again till i dint rises up and give her time on her favorite place in home i.e dinning room, and her quench for food gets set as the whole family sits on dinning table.

Our pets are great way to bring joy in life and if some time we can spend on observing the beauty of Lord how this interaction process takes place between animals and humans no matter in which language you tame your pet , It is beyond any language the language of love and understanding matrix 

Matrimonial Site Conflict’s

Till you talk all about love its fair, the day you ask commitment it gets worse !!!

It can be quiet unimaginable to some that some one is going to share the Matrimonial Site Conflict’s, actually today i have really lost control over my emotions and now i don’t seek, think or feel it as my personal issue to be kept hidden. Going on a Matrimonial Site was never my own chosen concept, But Gods will and a desire to find a perfect or say a one Prince charming with perfection or no perfection,

Traits:- The Common found trait is to ask for some months of conversation to understand each other, But after ample of time when it comes to marriage or the involvement of parents things started getting sore bitter and what not.

Even though knowing the requirement of family, they are not essentially not revealed at the begging but as it comes closer to getting married or alliance, they start to come out one by one.

Till you talk all about love its fair, the day you ask commitment it gets worse !!!

#Generally people search for time pass relations.
#Asking for commitment is highly unappreciable.
#The day you connect, Emotional Attyachar starts.
#Over ‘you don’t believe me’ ?
#What if i have ever said ‘NO’.
#Literally i have faced such a heated slangs and abusive language and so much more.
#Pretend and Originality are two different things, there is no relation between both.

A Year On Site:-  It has only taught me not to believe on anyone and there is nothing called as #Love #LongTermRelationship #Commitment #Believe #Faith #Honesty #Marriage,

Lose of Innocence :- Again this can sound a bit weird but yes this is true i have lost my #Innocence #FaithInLove #Marriage and #FaithInPeople.

Emotional Loss:- Emotionally i am traumatised, i feel worthless to have a partner, outdated as not to have boyfriends but to wait and believe in the institution of marriage, But last what i get is emotional loss, depression incompetency within self after this kind of process where Guys are very much into the art of tracking down a girl like us making us to believe and then a setback and another and another and so on.

Thinking only about where i am wrong?